Is this a Spiritual problem?

Posted by admin in Stories on 11 5th, 2009 | one response

I’ve been thinking a lot about how my concept of God may effect my attitude about my infertility, and I thought I might share this new found insight. Is it possible that God would never intend for any of us to suffer from infertility? Or, are we supposed to accept that this might be God’s will for us? I don’t think I could go on living if I was to believe that God intended for me to be infertile. Don’t get me wrong, a philosopher I am not, and religion is not really my speed either, but I think that some of this may be a spiritual crisis and the antedote, change my thinking.  So, what does this mean? For me it means that God represents the desire to fight with any energy I may have left–and fight for new ways to become a mother. God represents the desire to keep trying…and to keep hoping…and to keep looking for new solutions.

Confession for the day: Trust God.